Invitation

A Poem

"Aaaaahh!" Screamed I
 For my hopes set high 
 Once before were high once more!
 The tales, the lore
 I couldn't believe
 I couldn't conceive
 That such a thing
 Would ever transpire
 I began to perspire
 From my palms and my brows
 So I reread the messages, began to browse
 Once indirect much to my dismay
 A choice my own to stay away
 Am I so fickle and so weak
 To go and remain meek
 Biting my tongue to my sorrows?
 My FOMO, my temptation borrows 
 From my formerly closed reservoir 
 I finally got an invitation 
 Would I accept this invitation?

 No